poof;
morning =)
yesterday cant slp.
keep thinking alot of things
ya.and i abt to write abt myself.
i know i'm stupid.i'm numb.i'm a noob
i such an no use,useless person.
study like also no use.cant absorb anything.
i try to be good.a very very good person.
but everytime,i am defeated by myself..
why?
i didnt know the answer.
this question also no need to have a answer.
i know i a very chatty person.
i love to talk.
but i find myself is overtalked.people find me boring,find me noisy and very fan ren.
i'm sorry what i did.those boring msg,those fan ren msn poping up.
i love to talk to those very chatty person also.
cos they sort of brighten up my day and i would feel nice.
i'm not okay when like someone dont bother me at all.
every msg also have make me happy or sth.
but it wont last forever.ya know?
should i change?
and i not good to yr enough?
if it is,pls give comments at my tag board.
thank you.
i'm off.
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took.
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook held you close
as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks the photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truthI mean this, I'm okay!I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fcuking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay.
- My Chemical Romance
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